Commodities

Hi

In the last days, as you also easy cognize, I heavily write long posts. That isn't, because the ideas would fall out! It's because in the last days, business really seems to boom. Per day, I got at least one to two appointments. Further I got my daily duties to fulfill, what also takes way half a day. And in the evening, I work more, that I can gain more business, for myself.

In the moment, I got several guys running for me, regarding commodities. I got some buyers, who want to take iron ore in a quantity, where most sellers have got the feeling, that it would be no longer honest-business. Some already asked me, if I work for the mafia... *lol*

To calm those guys down again, I nicely neglect them. I got buyers for:

1. iron ore - 62% - 100,000 MT / per month
2. gold - 999,5 - 5 to 25 Metric tonnes / per month
3. copper - 97% - 80 to 92 MT / per month

Those buyers don't belong to any illegal organisations! It's a chinese tycoon! -More I won't tell you over internet. But if you got the guts and the possibilities, write me an email on harry.holzer@gmail.com! -Quite lucrative! ;-)

And how did I come on this? I rised up my skills in networketing. I met more and more people from the higher social strata. Those people are mentors in different levels. And those guys really push you into such businesses. -If you let them. Through this, I get to know two new friends. These two guys, are already willing to make their own business. And they would like to take me on board, because my skills in networketing is quite high.

I didn't rise those skills up by attention! I want to come back on a principle, that I anchored into my life. The principle of CANI! The commitment to Constant And Never-ending Improvement!

The principle has been invented from no one else, than Anthony Robbins. On his homepage www.tonyrobbins.com, you may find the audio-file of this tool.

Go for it. I can't write down, that I'm a millionaire now! I can tell you, that my life in plenty of areas changed within the last 12 months. Go through this blog! Start from the very beginning. And you'll see, that the story I realize/cary out, is steady building up! Step by Step I became more and more.

I earn more! I got more responsibility! I got more social contacts. And so on...! Why? Because I committed myself to CANI! Can I hold it up always? No! But as Vilfredo Pareto already wrote down in his 80/20-principle! The goal is, the live 80% in good times and 20% in less positive times. Or 20% effort struggle 80% of gain! -Or opposite! But I prefer the positive! ;-)

What can I say closing? I don't know, where this journey ends! I just can't stop going on and trust, that in the end, I'll be reaping, as I sow! The law of nature! And there are many of them!

Today's motto: Ability is nothing without opportunity. Napoleon Bonaparte

Running out of time

HiU

The weekend has been very chilling. But on Monday, I just fall into a rush. I had plenty of things to do simultaneously. I didn't scatter my mind, but I was that focused on the urgent and important things, that I demote the blog. So sorry for that.

I got like a 100 Mio. bucks in the direct sales-pipeline, where I still await their decision. An other 100 Mio. bucks are still open to be included into this pipeline. I estimate a possibility of around 10% for closings. That would be in my case an provision of around 20'k bucks.

But shooot! I got to speed up again! I have a meeting with an other customer in 60 Minutes... I got to leave again.

Today's motto: The reason a lot of people do not recognise opportunity is because it usually goes around wearing overalls looking like hard work.Thomas A. Edison

whuhaaa...

Hello!

Sorry I'm in rush today. Tomorrow I've got many things to write down. ;-) Peace!

Lg Harry

gentleman's concert

Bonjour!

At Wednesday the concert has been a real party! I haven't seen something like this, than for more than ten years now. Something, what was very striking, where all "weeder" (weedheads) in there. My gosh... You probabely would have attract attention, if you would have smoked normal cigarettes in there. :-)

As I am, I never want to annoy anyone... ;-)

Even the rasta-man "surprise" from Amsterdam yelled: "You guys in Switzerland smoke more weed, than all of us in Amsterdam. But with us, it's legally alowed!" And all of the shitheads answered with a laughter. Than he laught back, took his joint and startet to ragga!

Than, with a delay of almost half an hour, gentleman ascend the stage! Through-out his whole gig, he smoked like 3 joints on the stage. He even lampoon the volks with several jokes. Than he made good again his delay from the beginning, by offering the house an encore of ten tracks! Imagine this kind of encore! The peoples in there really started to rock the house and as it has seemt, he enjoyed the Swiss kind of party - as he sad in the end.

Anyhow, during the concert, all of a sudden the girl on my left pass out! So as I am, I made the first aid on her, to see, if there's something really urgent on her. And as I didn't receive any action from her, I wanted to carry her out to the care center. Exactly as I took her on to carry her out, she opened her eyes and looked like stolen - what she does on my arms... Well I asked her, if she's again fully restored. She sad "yes"! And than I but her of again forced her to count fingers and as she passed also through this, I just let her go. But I was like aggrieved! I had the feeling, that this small groupie, just played that way. Neverthless, she and her friend thanked and left away.

Than with the sixth encore, Simon looked like at the floor without any reactions... -Like if he would be petrified! So I decided to better leave slowly, with the objection, than I wanna leave, before the crowd would leave and we would be sticked at the hall there till late.

Lucky me, that on the next day (yesterday) I informed already all staffs, that I'll work from at home... Probabely one of the wisest decisions I made.

This weekend looks like it would be again less wild and more relaxing. This evening, some guests will come up to watch a movie and from tomorrow on, I'll be again calming down alone with Fabienne. I'm looking honestly forward to a real lazy weekend! :-)

Also to you guys, have a nice weekend!

Today's motto: What on earth would a man do with himself if something didn’t stand in his way? H.G. Wells

Perfect day after illness

There you are!

After my yesterday's dropout in 'cause of illness, I started today in a really easy way... I stood up, without using an alarm to get up. Ate breakfast, did my ablutions, drag on something comfortable and went to work. Now at work, just doing my open duties and will drift it again. The duties are actually updating all lists before I leave again.

This evening, I'll meet once again Naemi. You probabely still remember her from the very beginning of this blog. She's my ex-g'friend. To put it bluntly, my ex-fiancée. We just want to meet again to give a little chat. Since we have separated, we've committed anyway to stay in contact. Because we have stayed more than seven years together. But don't think that we still stick to each other. -We just meet us from time to time.

Regarding the other view, there's a roule, that I just want to give her words (she told this to me, to actually give further to Fabienne): "I'd never accelerate you in an affront situation. I've got seven years with you and if you would cheat Fabienne with me, my dream that you would have been the right man, who never would give himself in such situation, would burgle down."

So if this isn't a commitment, what else?! And it also wouldn't be right the christian way. A way, where I committed myself...!

BUT, and this is a huge and big BUT! Simon just wrote me a message. It seems like he won two ticket to the concert of "gentleman"! He wants me to accompany him... yeeeeehaaaaa!

I'm sorry for Naemi and I'm looking forward to the concert. She'll understand this. I mean, how many times, are you that lucky, to win in a contest?

Now the best on this all is, that I already informed my boss and my deputy. Tomorrow morning, I took off. Honestly, I not even think, that I'd stand up before 10 a.m. if the day before, I've been at a concert.

Today's motto: There are two things to aim at in life: first, to get what you want; and after that, to enjoy it. Only the wisest of mankind achieve the second. Logan Pearsall Smith

Ill

HiU

I just shortly want to write in here, that in the moment I don't feel good (I'm ill, -emesis) and will come back here to continue my blog latest Thursday, 25.10.2007.

Sorry!

Best,

Harry

Red Pants

Salli

Yesterday evening I still had a meeting whit a good guy, but with a very strange project. Imagine company X wants a financing of US$ -XX-, but because company X is in a foreign country, company Y will realize the financing. The only connection between these two companies is the CEO and member of the board. As guarantee, company X would give us their patent on their product X-1. But because our contract party, would be company Y and not company X, the patent maybe wont carry on. Now, if any one of you has got a possibility, feel free to contact me. I'm very interested to your solutions! (Please don't write, if your solution has anything to do with any kind of lease-modell.) ;-)

So as I left the meeting, I saw something really awful. A man walking up the hill and next to the street with very nice red pants... Red pant! Look at the pic! What do you think about?

This morning I had a really smooth and easy going time. I stood up late, prepaired myself late, went to office late and now working till leaving again early... :-)

Now what have we got interesting to talk about today? Let's take up once again the subject of motivating yourself. Reasonable, you need an other meaning, to your actual situation. Most of the people aren't motivated, because the reason, where they are in the moment let them be caught up easily. Ask yourself the right questions! Here some proposals:

• What has to change right now, that I can change my actual state?
• How can I gain fun, by doing, what I have to do?
• Am I doing the best possible, to make my time profitable right now?
• How can I do the issue/work smart rather than hard?
• On what shall I give my focus?

Generally you should ask yourself questions, which are directed to your moment state and/or futur. The best way, how to be motivated, is if you get a kind of leverage. Somewhere, where you can build pressure and convert it into positive directions.

You're influenced by pain or pleasure. Those two components are the driving force in each human life. Either you do something to gain pleasure, or you do something to release pain. So get the point of view, regarding this laverage, by the following example.

So if you're near by a bore-out syndrom at work. You're either not being challenged or you might be overstrained.

If you're not challenged, search for a challenge. The laverage would maybe be to gain more responsibility by becomming more. (Easy possible, by just asking your boss, what you could do more, than sitting there and looking at the monitor.) -So in this case, you hunt after the next compliment of your boss. -Gain pleasure.

Or you build up the image, that you're overstrained. So in this case, it might be the view: If I don't start doing something, my boss will not be happy with me, I might loose the job and can't pay my accounts more at the end of month. Make this image more powerful, by looking at the futured situation without having this job. I guess, that in this case, you will find your second gear to speed up quality and quantity... -You abscond away from this image.

And to optimize the whole story on this example, do both... so here you got the ultimative laverage. Moving toward to the next compliment of your boss and run away from the image, that you could loose all you've got!

In any given situation, you can figure out such new point of view.

I can do it in so many areas, there are things, where I should be possible do it, but I don't. Why? Because I give an other intent on it, than in other areas. My opinion is, that this is human. There are people, they are so good in this, that they can do it in almost any given situation and master it in excellence. So those peoples are my target... -Not those, who are even more weak than I.

For the sharp one under yourself: See NAC of Tony Robbins!

Dear readers, I want to thank you for your support and in this go, I wish you a nice and exciting weekend.

Today's motto: Start by doing what is necessary, then do what is possible, and suddenly you are doing the impossible. Francis of Asisi

Living high ;-)

Chepas!

I got a distance on my own. Do you know the situations in life, where you exactly know, what you should do, how you should do it and in which timetable the issue has to be done? -But you don't move!? You don't give any action. As I wrote yesterday, I felt myself exactly in this mood. Even this morning. I stood up and actually just wanted to turn right into my bed again. ;-)

I forced me to be motivated and go to work. -Well up to this point, I guess you probabely make the same rhythm day by day. I told myself: "take as long time as you need, but do it." So I came in like half an hour delayed. Started up my PC and pulled out my income-basket.

Our CEO just passt by, as I went through our break-lounge. He just wanted to know, how we come along in our sales. I told him, that I got a filled pipeline for more than 120 Mio CHF. And an other possible contract this afternoon. To make it short, he cheer me and wished me good luck. What he doesn't know, is that I got an actual pipeline of more than 200 Mio CHF. But reasonable are just 120... -So I got a breath-cap of 80.... *hahahahhaaaa* - No-one has to know this... (I don't expect, that he reads my blog...)

I coach different people in the meantime. People, which wants to gain more business, or such who want to prepair themselves to a sport-event (mastership). Now I got one, who wants to become more. To tell you, this is the real challenge. :-) How to become more, if you don't know on what you should give focus? This guy has plenty of good ideas. He's got a high potential, that he should use, but with his mentality, he blocks himself.

As long you don't write down your goals, they're wishes! And he proofs this statement in almost each instant. Wake-up! Realize, that the person you are is much more, than you've been demonstrating right now! Unlesh the power within! (As Tony says) What do you want more, than to live toward your own conceivabilities? Is it of value? Is it so strong of value, that you would die for this value? Or is it just a 'nice to have'? If it's a nice to have, don't wast my time!! I need to know, that this guy is commited. I'll find it out within the next two weeks. And than my typical roule off sets in...

On thing at last: If you really are committed to 'become more', than you show it in each moment. You won't let one chance out, to proof yourself and others, that you're really committed! The only question left is: Are you willing to pay the price?

Today's motto: What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything? Vincent van Gogh

Try to find new questions

Hellomotto!

I hate to force a deal. This morning, I just did it. Monday has been passing by without any new business. Yesterday I wasn't in good mood. So today, I just had to! Just to proof myself, that I still got it on. And now I stand out in the rain. Guys like me, do have a kind of ethic codec. We want to make business, because the business itself makes fun. But before, I was accelerate! Something in my head, just forced to make the deal.

The other guy seems actually to be a fine guy. He just didn't have the pressure, to turn in with us ASAP. He told me even, that I may call him again in January 2008. But than, I drop out of my average skill, so I pushed him to give me a date today. And so I won and in a way I lost. :-(

Not that you think, that I'm getting depressed. ;-) I'm just a little frustrated, because I couldn't catch one today by the 'normal' way. Since this week started, I'm just 'out of order'.

Let's get me through this:

1. I'm motivated to work. I go to work in a calm and easy way.
2. As soon I start with work, I get more and more in a distance.
3. And as I force it like this morning, I feel myself shitty.
4. I like my job!
5. I know from the past, that I had already a few times such phases.

So what am I supposed to do in such phases? How can I use my time best, to make an asset? How long will this phase hold on this time? Which kind of strategy shall I drive up to make this situation a fulfilling success for me, my job, my health...?

I need a new meaning! I'll go home and search for the result... after my next appointment: an exhibition all around finance... whole afternoon long... :-)

An other encouragement was my boss today. He congratulated me, for filling the pipeline with more than € 120 Mio.! The potential are about 10% at least. Possible might be with 20%. Hope at least 50%. :-)

Today's motto: Before you can score, you must first have a goal. unknown

Get caught up!?

HiGuys!

Yesterday I've been all day long on different, as you say: roadshows! There a company, who needs money, makes a presentation of their products. Yesterday, my day startet already with the first meeting at 0730h a.m.! The last one has been at 0730 p.m.! But it sounds just exaggerating. In the between, I had a free time in the afternoon of around 4 to 5 hours. ;-)

Finally no business came out. All companies and all projects are either too long outstandig or are just on too high risk to be carried on.

Later the day, as I came home again, I just wanted to switch off the day. How did I do it? By gambling... :-D (PS3 - PES6)

This morning, I gain an other business to our pipeline of more € 40 to 60 Mio. I'm really looking forward on this. Maybe it's possible for us, to take an other project up like this one. And in this case, I'll take my next vacation on the Bahamas, if we may fullfil that one! It's regarding a manufactorer in the branch automobiles industry.

Oh, what did I have for an other small amusement this morning. After a whole day on lane, I entered the office and started up all issues. As some of you know, that the pictures, I enclose have on the first view just a slighty sence with the text and on the second view, you might find one unobtrusive. Most of them, are under my copyright. For all others, I make a short request to the copyright holder. -Most of them answer with "Okay! Thx 4 your information!" The one last Friday, didn't come up with this. He wanted to verify, that I include "good readable" next to his pic also his name. I made it in the bottom of my post, but it didn't seem to comfort him, so he went on, till I took it off finally. :-) For all of you guys who at all cost has to know, which one it was, here the link: www.rwagner.de/projects/sofi06/(without direct-link because of legal manner - so please copy-paste by your own) I probabely make advertisment for him, without he has deserved it. :-)))

Guys... there are people around here... ;-)

Today's motto: There is no way to peace, peace is the way! Unknown

fortune favours the bold

HiU

Yesterday, Fabienne came to me in the evening. Something, I really appreciate with her is, that you also just can have a seat down and just talk with her. We have been talking about her environment and about her different approaches in this environment. Finally, we lost time by just talking together and so we decided to release the evening on front of the TV. :-)

This morning I awoke a little earlier, so I didn't disturb Fabienne by her lie-in. I decided, to hear as usual my audiofiles in the morning, so I can go motivated to work. My goal today, was another deal, which I made immediate after entering the office.

Then later, I loaded an other €42 Mio. project into our sales pipeline. This time, I made the approach to our accountance different. I gave him all documents and now I asked them, which kind of documents, they need, then our customer will get the financing. They told me the documents or agreements they need and than I went back to the customer by just telling him, what we are in need, that he'll get his cash. I'm curious if this approach maight be better. :-))

The weekend will be herald with a small poker-night. Unfortunately, each of us commited already his comming, -except Simon! Some months, or maybe weeks ago, I asked him, if he could create a program/software, which would help me, with my work. As I set the deadline some how mid of this month. As Simon is, he tries to take this challenge. And as he is further, he takes the challenge in the last days near the deadline. -So his priority is: Software - than - social environment. Everyone has to know his priorities! I guess, that it would have been possible, that he could have handled anything without to neglect any area.

As I'm his friend, I wouldn't mind, if he would come one week later up with the software. But also as his friend, I mind, if any other chap already gave me a confirm, that they'll join this evening, just with the only exception of my best friend... -Simon. Do you feel me?! :)))

Well, as it is... -it is...!

I realize as well during the last days, an improvement of any other area in my life. Just sport! In the area of my health, I look at my nutritions. Badly on going this way, because it's the only thing, which I make good in this area. For the last weeks, I've been training 2x! It's like if I would just like to hold my shape... But I actually want to make more on this. So what will I do next? A schedule in my "Planer2007" @ which days I'll have to go to training! I need to get more discipline ín it.

By the way, 'discipline' is in the ears of most people something effort taking and almost negative. But in fact, discipline is something really good! In fact you show with discipline, that you are on top of your life! -Think about! ;-)

Today's motto: If you can dream it, you can do it. Walt Disney

Look into a great future

Heyyy

I got it! I knew I would. In my mind, something since beginning this year strongly changed into an other focus. Do you still remember my one-week-test? 7 Days after each other without any negative thought? It doesn't meen, that you don't let in any negative thought! But if one comes up, you don't hold it. Your focus changes into something resourceful. You concentrate on solutions and no longer on problems.

Well I guess, there it started to change. There the thought of "what I am, is much more, than I've been demonstrating in my life." -really triggered me, to focus beyond anything, that would hold me back from this commitment.

Now, being in this enforced state of success, I start slowly to recognize, how happy I am. How much pleasure it gives one, if you know, that you start to position your life into something, that has got a fundament for the future. In other words, now I realize, that growth gives me the answers to the question I have had.

Today, as I went to the office, I imagined, how it would be, if I would close two deals. After three phonecalls, the two deals settled in. :-)

Yesterday, I had a meeting, which I told you already about. Well after all, it wasn't that shitty at all. In fact, it has been the first time now, where I got the possibility, to close 40 Mio. Euro!!! And I quite look forward, because it seems very realistic to me, that we inhouse also give the okay to this project. Well, more infos, later in the blog!

Today's motto: The harm of faineance is, that you don't know, when you have to finish!

Genial awareness

Chepas again.

The meeting yesterday was very very very interesting. As it seems, the guy I told you about, really is a nice man. He's a christ and a businessman. To be honest, in a way, I'm quite impressed of him. He can include the duties of both sides without to have any larger outstandings. I'd like to be similiar shaped in maybe the next ten years...

Than in the evening, I met Sven... Guess what we did...? ;-)

We played on the PS3 'Lord of the rings'. Aswell, we finished yesterday the coorporation missions. It's very addictive. Like yesterday, we played around five hours... -till we finished at last.

This morning once again, I dropped in the office at nearly 10 a.m.! But like it didn't impress, nor care anyone. ;-)

So I went to my office, brought in mind, that I want to make again a deal, before I care about any other issue. And as soon I reached the first person again, I closed him again. Actually, no-one in my office does know, that in my momentary phase, I'm that good in shape. ;-)

Therefor, I have read once a relly good sentence, which you can read in today's motto.

At lunchtime, the company, who has been lodger here, tried once again to poach me to their house. And once again, I really appreciate his effort on this, but had to neglect one more time. And today, he told me, as soon I want, I may work at any given time at his team. In his mind, he already played through the szenario, that I would be a partner of his company...

Also very very flattering. AND (unlike BUT) I have got the focus on my job. I really scrub through tough-times and now finally want to see if my hard work also starts to avail. It's really very calmative, to know, that I would have a chance to work there, in case I'd loose my momentary job. Terrific! :-D

Later on this afternoon, I still have got two appointments. I'm not really looking forward to them, but I know, that it's in need of them and it's my job... Public Relations (and Research).

Today's motto: It doesn't matter, how much effort you gave into something. Always let it look simple! Napoleon Hill

Stressful day

Hello to the next day!

I tried this morning also to achieve the same mood like yesterday. Unfortunately, it didn't set in right to the current hour. At least, I made already money today. I called a manufactorer for farm maschine :-)

He really has got a pain with his customers and so, we maybe could handle their customers.

Now this afternoon, I've got again an other appointment in Zurich-City with the very interesting person I mentioned some days ago. It actually handles about a quite huge project here in Switzerland. An amount, probabely noone would think to claim. High volume, high risk, delicate project in IT-Business. -Fibre glass!

This evening my dear friend Sven comes over for some discussion and gambling. He'll probabely join me in one of the Tony Robbins - seminars.

Oh shoot, I'm running out of time! I'll return tomorrow and let's hope, that this meeting isn't turning into no earthly use! ;-)

Today's motto: If a shizophrenic threat with suicide, is it possible, that he could be arrested because of hostage-taking? ;-)))

Gold Monday

GrüessDi!

The debate last Friday with Fabienne again turned into harmony. :-) We had all weekend long the time for us. Well on Saturday, we had to curb for her brother, but initially, it just take the morning. Later we went shopping and do all the common weekend-duties, that all of us got with a own household.

Sunday evening I just let pass the time from Friday to Sunday in a short review. And after all, my summery is, that it doesn't matter, what reason ever we fall in, more important is, that both parties are willing to find a shared goal - 'search for solutions'! If I imagine, how it could have ended, if just one of us, wouldn't like to approach the other... gosh...! ;-)

This morning was already very successful. I started the day in full attention on what I really want to focus. I drilled myself to not get caught up in any flabby mood. I woke up, turned in an audioprogram of Anthony Robbins ('Awaken the giant within'). I took time to eat breakfast. I took time to plan my whole day. I took time to make my ablutions. And I definitely took time to go to work. :-)

At work, I took up exactly two addresses, which I want to make a deal! And on both companies, I made one within two hours! -Not bad, or?! :))

Than the guy from Tony Robbins called up again regarding a seminar, which he wants me to join in. And I could set down each arguement comming up. Actually, the other guy should have known (if he didn't), that I do know each of those refutations. -Because I made different seminars with them and also read tons of books. And so I actually wanted a win-win-situation for both of us. I explained him my financial situation, but the will to join the seminar, and if he could arrange, that I pay with my next provision, I'd apply. First it didn't seem like he got me, but after all, he just wanted to look, if I could also pay or cash in advance in an other purpose.
But neverthless, I had no other choice.

Our CEO is inviting the whole department for businesslunch today. And as I know, he'll probabely ask me, if we are on track with the estimated goals or not. -I'm happy to say in the meantime "yessss, we are...!"

Today's motto: The difference between the right word and the almost right word, is the difference between lightning and lightning bug. Mark Twain

Good phone

Tschou!

Yesterday I had once again a too long discussion with my honey. She has been fair to me and did ask, if I want to see her in the evening. But because I had the whole week long, a party around me in the evenings, I answered her question with no and an explanation why.

For the next 30 minutes or so she didn't give any reaction to this. I asked what was wrong, and still I received no answer. I took her silence for a sign that she was in no good condition and hurt because of my refuse, but it was definetly non of my purpose to hurt her in any way. So I wrote her again, and she then answered with "I don't want to say anything about that....". You can imagine that from my point of view such words are no good answer at all, because they show no targets in a discussion like this and no focus on something positive. They only make you feel like standing out there in the rain and the door is being shut in front of you, although you had no bad purpose at all.

So I aproached her again in a way that made it obvious to her, that I was neither able nor willing to continue our talk like this, that I felt misunderstood and negatively touched by her attitude. Than I got different reproaches, that I'm the one, who doesn't empathize and such of an arrogance and so on. I tried, not to let me get infected, that in the end, I'd give her back the same way. And it held on up to the later afternoon. Emotionally, it took me away from work. It just deflected me from my job. I couldn't focus.

On one hand, I wanted to make a good job (as I also did in the end), and on the other hand, I didn't like a dispute with her. But my honest reply on her question, did probabely not suite her expectation. And I could have made it worse, by just make her some reproaches.

-As you might guess them, because I won't write them out here! ;-)

But no, I thought by myself, that I better not do any reaction on her approach. She felt herself twit and reacted in this way. I can understand her and I also know, that you don't have to ask anyone, if your questioning is just pro forma! If you anyway want to hear just one answer, you better don't ask! You better surprize the person (by just visiting him) and get him settled back again.

My perspective on such manners are deduced on the holy law. -The bible. So I made some research on this and looked after simply duties of man and woman. Those duties are so simple!

Man:

• You have to care for the woman in each way.
• You have to give her the feeling of being safe.
• You have to give her love

Woman:

• You have to care for the man in each way.
• You have to give him a place where he can calm down and relax.
• You have to give him love

The context you may find in the letter from Paul(us) to Tim(otheus).

Yesterday, probabely both sides, weren't on track with does simple roulez above. Then this morning, I really showed her again, a fair approach. I told her, that I love her and I wish her a nice day. She wrote back, that she stayed at home, didn't feel well enough to go to work. -Like this time is already the second time, after her holiday work at the same company. So I just asked her, how she thinks about that fact. Well it seems, like this again has opened up something. I'm just getting very short written answers back again. Somehow, I'm not in mood, to get me back in yesterday's condition, so I just don't react anymore. I have to focus on my work.

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Than today morning, I received a call, from a very interesting guy. He wants to make a relly huge project, where we could offer him the finances. Why? -Because his assets are so good, that we don't need actually to finance them, but they just want - for taxreasons and such.

I really want to get him on board. Because he as person has a very interesting track record. I have to look, that I won't let any infos out. I won't say who, nor what, nor how much. The only thing I can say honestly, is it's quite a piece of cake... ;-)

Today's motto: -Never let yourself pull down by the miserable of others, look that you impact your 'good' mood to them! hth

Finally got back to write

Hellooooo!

Tuesday I've been in Bern for the umbrella-organization-meeting. I have had a good impression about the realization of their project. And after more than 90 minutes, our understandig really seemed matched. The other guy knows now exactly, what he has to give us. And we know now finally, how they want to go on. And after all, we would have the possibility, to make a deal with them. But, they're very slow, in finding a desicion! End 2007 they're gonna tell me if yes or no! In the meantime, I've to send our concept to their expert at the university of Luzern.

Yesterday, I really had once again a droll experience. One, I maybe not have needed. As I was on the way to work, I just gear up to enter the highway. After half a kilometer, I saw from the front of my car, that byside of the weels, smog appeared! I looked into the driving mirror, and saw behind of me a huuuuuuge cloud of smoke! I saw cars draw aside! And I thought by myself: "Oh shoot! What to fuck is it??? If my car burns, I better not break down. Because I know, that fire always spreads, as soon you stand still. -I have to run down the engine!"

Than, as the car stood still, all over smog came out. So I left my car and took out the most important things.

I saw the trace I left behind. Went to it, took some liquid up and smelled a disgusting bland smell. -It has been water. So now I knew, that my cooling water run out. That the smog hasn't been something else than damp. I opened the hood and saw all over splashed dripping. And here the punchline comes.

As I called the roadhelp, I told them following:
ME:"Hi, my name is Harry Holzer, I'm after the exit 'Brunau' to direction 'Leimbach'. After the exit I'm about 200 meters lag. May you please send me someone ASAP. Smog apears out of the engine."
Roadhelp-Lady: "If you've got smog comm' out, you better alarm the fire department!"
ME: "Well I don't know if it's need, -why, how long does it take your guy to be here?"
Roadhelp-Lady: "May I please have your member-number?"
ME: "Why? Does it take longer, when I'm not a member???"
Roadhelp-Lady: "No, but than we would have already all your coordinates!"
ME: "I don't know, if I'm member. I had already beginning this year a problem. I left my keys in the car, and one of your guys told me, that after using once your services, you're automaticly member for one year."
Roadhelp-Lady: "Ahm, I need the number!"
ME: "Excuse me!? I haven't got a clue, if I'm a member or not! But I see my car seems like burning, would you please send one here!"
Roadhelp-Lady: "Yeah, in a instant. Please wait about 45 minutes..."
ME: "45 minutes??? My car is full of smog comm' out and you tell me, I shall wait 45 minutes???"
Roadhelp-Lady: "Thank you for calling us, have a nice day!"...
... and hang-up!!!!

Well that was the first superbad..., but it still comes better...
... after one hour the other guy came finally. And if you can imagine a guy, say average hight, normal shape, a face, where every empty frigo looks smarter and an on going like a slimy scumbag.

He began like: "Are you the guy, that has called up?"
I would have wanted to yell at him, if he may point me out an other car next to me, having a mishap, but I just answered with 'yesss'.
Than he went to the hood, like for this small shit I've forced him to come. He said, that my cooling water run out. The tube would be defect. -Oh wonder, wonder... !

He changed the tube and in the meantime, he talked and talked and I just tried to be polite, and he just run on and on... therms like: If I have to make this on facture, it will be 20 bucks more expensive. I told him, well it's the only way how I may pay him. Because in the moment, I've just got 100 bucks with me. How much would it cost? And he like astonished 'what???', if I don't know, that a 100 bucks won't be enough for his work... and blablabla... so finally he finished and told me, I should ASAP go to my mechanic, I got a repair of about 500 bucks. He just repaired it temporary! (For more than 169.- CHF)

So I went to the mechanic and he told me, that all is okay, he just has to exchange a cable - that's it!
Lucky me... :-)

Than later on same day, I had a business-meeting with a prospect in one of the top three fancy-hotels round the lake of Zurich. Called 'Baur au lac'. I could win him as a customer! He'll make the deal of more than 14Mio. with us! We just have to accept his accounts. *smile*

So far, that has been all in the past days.

Today's motto: Foolery is infectious, comprehension's growth is hardly turning into an epidemic!Kazimierz Bartoszewicz (1852-1930)

So-no-so

Ciao!

The weekend wasn't that varied as first excpected. Fabienne was unfortunately ill and I just really had to drive down from my last working-week.

As I entered office today, a foolish feeling came up. I was motivated, but on the same time, I have been in a off-key-stance. Tomorrow I've got the umbrella-organization appointment.

This morning, I didn't reach anyone, to make a small deal and now in the afternoon, I'm on track to prepare myself for tomorrow. A voice in me says: "Go on, make a deal" An other one says: "focus on tomorrow and prepare yourself seriously!" I'm like caught up in a mixed blessing 8-)

• What has got priority?
• What will give me the best return on my time?
• On what shall I focus?
• What shall I do, right now?

Okay, to: "What has got priority?"
- Everyday-business or the meeting tomorrow? I guess it's the meeting tomorrow, because my deadline on this is already soon.

"What will give me the best return on my time?"
- That's quit safe, it's the meeting tomorrow.

"On what shall I focus?"
- Hmmm... the meeting??? Yepa!

"What shall I do, right now?"
- I'll do some printouts from their business-area. Make some prognoses and analysis about this business field. Preparation for my guideline.

I'd like just to sink down and away... It's really a pain in the ass, to move on and on and on. As soon I'm home today, I'll work on my NAC-Skills (Neuro-Assotiative-Conditioning). I've got to change this viewpoint away, that it's a pain in the ass, into something resourceful! And I'll meet still Simon... Maybe he can give a lift on that...maybe...

Today's motto: One day a bird shit into my eye, I didn´t cry. I thanked god that cows can´t fly. Unknown