Day five! ;)

jepa!

Soon I got it over. My test, if I can think straight seven days after another positive. Well if this fallowing weekend won't come up with any major surprize, I'll handle this. :))


(Switzerland in winter)
So in this manner I want to loose some words again today and starting that with yesterday!

We got a very - very - very good and nice news. Simon, my friend, who has worked the last six months as a painter for a welfare service of Zurich has got a better job now! He signed the contract yesterday to start within one of the largest insurances in the world, as a junior supporter. Guess some days ago, when he heared from the school's that he's in need of more certificates, he fellt himself distracted, rejected and for sure a little frustrated. But now, with this kind of news, these feelings seem so far away!

Before going to sleep, I listened to an audio-file of Anthony Robbins. And it isn't that absurd from him to say: You get, what you focus on!

As most of us do concentrate on things horrorable could be. Or they see the worstcase and if it happens, they tell to themself: See, I knew it! But in this moment you think like this, it's like a confirm to your brain to focus out, also in future to the worstcase. And here I ask you; is this useful? I think you know the answer!

Overall you may say, that it's all about being SMART! Don't curse around - because it makes you feel bad about/on something. Search for solutions - and stop seeing problems all over. But also be honest. If it's shit, you don't have to prettify it - but guess what you can learn or see at least something positive on it. If you do so, your mind starts to turn over in being more productive in anything, what area ever...! Belief it! Either you grow or you standstill. If you standstill, you make regress! That are all facts! If you want it or not, they will be there anyway!

The fallowing weekend will be varied! Today I'm invited for the diploma-dinner of Fabienne's brother. Tomorrow I'll have to make my household by my own, because she'll have to learn for her tests next week at school. And on Sunday I'll be again invited for a party from Fabienne's side. Her family has got a huge meeting with all the other namesake of the region. And on Sunday evening, I'll plan my switch-out (named by myself for just hang and loose at home and doing nothing).

Today's motto: Don’t cross your bridges until you come to them!

My passion!

Hoi!

I'm today on my fourth day in the seven-day-bet-thinking-positive! And days as today make it seem easy. I came into the office and started-up all I had to and just made again one deal. I'm like hunting... but this way of object helps me in gain new deals :-)

I got an imazing improve in between the last nine days. My fitness-coach made a test with me, to see how my values are and was very surprized. (values in BMI, muscle, water and fat) All figures are in the range of a professional jock. And he sad, that it's normally just with Bodybuilder, you may see the kind of improve I've done. 2 kg plus in eight days training... Soon I'll reach the estimated goal for end July. It's hard to hold up the discipline with my nutrition. But it's just four weeks still to go... and I'm looking already forward to our vacation.

As well yesterday I payed the rest-amount I still had to. So the next two weeks, we'll receive our tickets and so on. I made some thoughts about this seven-day-bet! And I find it's way more, than just thinking positive. At the first time I've done this, I didn't realize this view I got now. In fact it's a kind of diet. It's like you don't take advantage of anything that could pull you into something negative. If you pad a situation, that's getting delicate, you find an other approach before you're involved.
So your approach to the situation won't neglect in something negative. You search non-stop for solutions and stop seeing any problems! If you want to yell out, because you find something shitty, you start using different words, that won't let it make it that dramatic! I realize, that it's starting again to make a difference in my mind and it's also starting to change my view on my own standarts in some cases.

As I told yesterday, you don't know, where it ends nor how. But you know by doing it, that it's it worth. And so I keep up the discipline in many areas of my actual situation in life. I got to move and I belief I'll get a good profit out in the end... I just have to go through this! I must! ;-)

Today's motto: More than anything else, protect your hearth, because it assumes your life!

Situation out here!

Heyyyy!

Yesterday I hade a goodish day throughout! I decided to do a new approach on my finances. As you know, I was searching for a way to rise my skills in this area. After toy with the idea of giving this kind of responsibility away from me, I decided to let roule this things by a trustee! A pretty long time I have been sitting there with the guy who makes this service.

He budget my household and gave me around CHF 250.- a week!!! (quite less)
But we had a goal on it. I told him, that I want a guy, who roulez all my monthly accounts. The budget I got, is for food, fuel, household and outgoing! With the rest of my salary, he'll handle the accounts and will but the cash, that will stay beyond, to a separate account for saving-reason!

With the saving itself, I can handle it how ever I want. For example, if I got a 20'000 box left in this account, I can use it for shares, options, future, or whatever I want to use it.
I found a possibility to give this area in life momentary to an other person, who will handle it for me, till the day comes, where I can handle it myself again (the time, I'll have enough time to handle it by my own). ;-)

Yesterday evening I visited Simon. Since I know this guy very well, throughout the last 12 years I walk on earth, I realized a change within himself. He doesn't handle problems the old way he used to do. And yesterday, the schools he has been interested in, told him he wouldn't be allowed at the school, missing of certificates needed. Usually, or I mean before that time, he would have looked at it in the way: "Okay, fuck-it! I can't do it this way, so how can I make it in a different way?"

But than he fell out of bluster! Just felt himself rejected and even frustrated. Hard on this, he also is on the bet, to do the 7-days-positive-thinking! And had to start new! I asked him, what can you see positive on it? But it looked like nothing... :-(

I think, the reason why people like Simon fall back in an old pattern again, is the fallowing: They didn't conduct their new habits. If you commit, that you have to change your life, as it has been in past, you have to move your ass continuously! Isn't it that easy? Let me recall Thomas Edison: If it doesn't work the way you expected, change in a new approach. And if the outcome still isn't as you want, guess what!? Change your fuck' approach again! And if it still doesn't figure out! GUESS WHAT!!?? Change your approach again! Haven't you realized, that no one out here has got a recipe for your personal success??? You, and no one else has to give action. If it doesn't function, you have to change it again. And how many times would you fuckin' change your approach, before you would achieve your aim? Well to tell you, Thomas tried more than one-tousand times, before he invented the light bulb! And what about you? How many times, would you try to give a new implementation to reach your goal?

I don't know about you! But I know about me and I would rather die than abandon! If I really DECIDED myself to reach a goal in one area of life, than nothing else can take me away from! Because that's my standart that I stand for in my life! If I won't hold this standart, life wouldn't be worth it! (In my special life, it also has to do alot with my faith)

So also to you my dearest friend, -move! Move your ass one more time! I can't tell you, where it end's. But finally I can tell you, it's worth it!

Today's motto: "Be brave as your fathers before you. Have faith and go forward" Thomas Alva Edison "

Nice weekend, but fucked up Monday!

oh ohhhh!

As you can see this time, I made many things this weekend. All stored at the pix! On Friday we had a man's "gamer-night" at my place. And how could it be else than smoking and drinking, gaming soccer till our eyes got squared... 8-)

The day after, was a torture. But in the end not that shitty as expected.

As Fabienne came in the morning, estimated was actually noon, but she came one hour earlier. The only thing she's seen from me, is my butt on a long valley back to bed. :-)) As I woke up later we went shopping and all those usual stuffs. In the evening we had a quit and calm stay at home.

On Sunday we went even to church... and in the afternoon we visited the lake-side of Zurich. It was Ironman Switzerland. The distance, which they had to link up behind was somehow like: 3,5km swimming, 80 km biking and 42km walking... And as you can take out of the pix, some of the guys did walk in the last area like zomies. (Not that surprising - if I imagine, that I would have to go the same distance) Well yeah, in the evening I didn't feel myself in good mood. I had the runs... And so I tried as less to make as possible. And now finally the week started in a real messy way.

I sent my boss to an appointment, that didn't take place!!! And had to get some arguement to hear. And so I started to think about my job here. And I had to face something not that good. I love my job. I adore to manage projects and tune up skills of the sales-team with my strategies. I like to be in a dynamic place, like here! Also the payment is a dream. But what does this all use, if there's no-one around, seeing what you really do for the company. In fact, the upper management just wants to see skills and facts (what wouldn't be that curious to me)!

But the aren't objective! They see cases like the one this morning and screw-up a non-professional way. On the other hand, they bother you on such, but don't see behind the success me and my department made. Excuse, my dep. has made a rise of over about 8-10 mio. and do make closures of new deals at least one a day! No other structure in whole Europe of our company can hit this skill, but no, they more want to bother on appointments, that didn't work out for any reason.

Shit happens and it isn't corruptive for our company at all! I see it in the way, that you have to do a balance! If the shit, what happens is bigger than the pluses you gain, you should go over this and handle it! But if a chicken feed get's more important than the pluses you gain, -I think I'm at the wrong place. My job is lovely! I like it and it's a passion! But the company.... :-( / ;-)

Today's motto: Move towards! There's always light at the end of the tunnel.

OOOhh shoooooooot!

(View out of my kitchen. The clouds looks like two bombs)
HiU

Instead saying "shit", say "shoot". This morning I had reason to say it! Yesterday afternoon, I forgot to visite a meeting with a customer... Today he wrote me, that he's on to find an other partner, who wants to help him and blablablaa...

So I wrote him back how sorry we are and all those things you write in this situation and hope, he'll give us a second chance to make this mistake good again. I lost control on this case, because my boss told me, to postpone the meeting, in fact he has to go to an other customer for emergency reason. But I dude forgot to postpone this appointement with our client and here I am :-(

But on the other side, I made again a new deal today. So the mistake above isn't that shitty :-D

An other palaver with Fabienne this noon helped me in the deep I had with our relationship. I told her today again, how I feel if we got a chat for a small issue and out of the conversation it's getting into a real big case. Due out, you may say: Don't make a real huge shit out of a fart!

And as I could tell her all these things, that makes me feel reject, I felt myself really better. In fact, I didn't know how to make the approach, because she's a little more special than other.
-Not only the fact, that she's my G'friend. ;o)

I'm accustomed to my knowledge as NLP - Practitioner, that I can lead someone simply and safely. But on her, some neurological inequalities don't allow it. So otherwise I also asked my mentor (Tony Robbins) on this kind of case. I hope he'll give me an answer ASAP! But on the chat we had today, I hope we can builed up. Because she knows now exactly how I feel on this. I could tell her my point in a way, where I hope she'll understand it. I don't give any blame. It's just how I feel.

Today's motto: Non scholae, sed vitae discimus. (It's not for the school, it's for our life we learn)

It's a new day with a new chance!

Hello!

Today all seem so strange to me. I'm still in this 7-days-thinking-positive-game/challenge. And what really makes me feeling strange is, that every time I'm together with Fabienne, I got to bring a special effort to keep up my challenge. Just to be clear, I don't give her any blame! But at any time, I'm together, we got a talk, it's forcasting me in this area.

I can't explain this to me. I made different schoolings in (lifestyle-)management, where you learn how to be over situations reflecting you in a bad way. But I'm really getting tired with this non-sence conversations about what should be and why it is the way it is.

As you can read from my blog-text, I'm a guy, who always looks after solutions on situations. I try to get a short overview, over a given situation and try to implement directly a solution. I try hard to look forward on things. And now, it's like this conversations do hold me back - slow down my "drive".

I try to handle this kind of interpretation in a way, that can help me. But to be honest right now; the last and this week, this kind of effort is just lopsided.

If you want a relationship that holds as long both parties want it, then you have to give special intention on the fallowing: The effort you give in the beginning of a relationship, isn't to satisfy your future partner, so he will give you the chance. The effort you give in as such, you have to hold on all the time. You always have to maintain it! Keep it up! Show your partner, that you're on giving the best in the relationship all time long. Don't let one chance out, to show him (her) that you still love him (her)! That makes the distinction of a harmonic relationship. And that's the goal you should keep in mind. -All the time! And if there's a case, where you have to give an input to reach a goal. Don't forget to search for solutions. As soon you start see the problem (all the time), the relationship will stand on shaky leggs. Because the other will start in mind: "Now, is this all I got?" -So once again, be positive! Think big! And don't ever give up to live the life you deserve!!!

Today's motto: Every man is the architect of his own fortune

I am luckyyyyy 8-)

Hi guys!

My day started not that good, actually. I was dozy and came into office around 1100 a.m.! I forgot my meeting with the customer at 2 o'clock p.m. and still had to make some preperations! I fell myself like in trance moving through the office like a dead body ;-)
I forgot to wear shirt and tie and went to this meeting with my poloshirt on! And now the cycle will close.

The other guy also came just with a t-shirt an fell out almost of laughter by seeing me also in this casual shape... ;-)

And what happened? I introduced him to our services our company profile and went directly to his need. And his need can be covered through-out our services... So I count 1 and 1 together and received the deal! So, what do I whish more??? I'm so lucky, all could be brought in that easy.

I got now an other one waiting for me, but isn't a meeting for a new deal... more on other affairs... I'm done now and have to make it short. Whish you a nice and pleasend day!

Today's motto: The mischief of it is that I don’t know him

Try it!

Hi Volks,

Thank you I received so many feedback regarding the test I wrote down the other day in thinking positive for at least seven day's in a row! (See post: Mental diet) Okay, we are about eight to ten persons, that want's to try the test of thinking positive.

On day four, I failed! But on day three, I really was in a hard challange! Last Friday I had a personal training in my gym. But unfortunately I never reached there! I had a break down with my car! First of all, my steering-wheel blocked in mid of the road! I couldn't move it at all but lucky me I could break out so nothing other happened. As I went out of the car, to see if something was broke, but I couldn't find anything so I called the road-help! And as I wanted to go back to the car, it was locked! And my keys where inside... All on front of my gym!!! >:-o

Than the road-help came and told me, before he does look what happened I got to bill 150 box! -Just because he came... still didn't do anything on my car! Well good for me, my father was in the club of the swiss road-help and he could handle it, so I didn't have to pay this... But in the garage, I had to pay 150 box for the repair! But I still keeped my positive thinking! After all!!!

On Saturday finally I broke! And as usual it was a really small crap, that made me explode... At the evening the parents of Fabienne came to visite us/me. So Fabienne and I did the household, shopping, all the usual thinks you got to do when you live alone! And on the cleaning some little shit happened. We had a sticker on the floor that held the sofa in it's position. Finally, by intention or not-intention, someone took away this sticker and has put it on top uf the saloon-table. This table is just for momentary! So the quality isn't that high. And the sticker, was in very high quality... ;-) So guess what happened. I took away the sticker of the table and the paint of the table aswell... And at this point I yelled! I tried so hard with my visitors and anyhow to be that careful as possible, that this table would hold that nice, till I would have enough cash to finance me a new one with more style. But than, since Saturday, it didn't work out and I was that disappointed. And what didn't make it more easy, Fabienne looked at me like: Why this bust because such a small shit??? She didn't get my point and couldn't understand me. :-(
Well after all, the dinner was very nice.

So on Sunday I started again with this test/game. And till today, I could get through this without problems.

Today I got to do some deal and go again for gym. Because I'm in a cure, as you know. (food combining + 5x workout a week, for the next six weeks)

Today's motto: DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY §-)

THX 4 Trying it!

asta la vistaaaaa!

Today I'm such in good form! I'll go this afternoon for a personal training in Holmes Place, that's my gym. I'm anxious to this workout. In two month I want to be at the same weight, but in other proportions :-).

I'm:

Height: 178cm
Weight: 72 kg
BMI: 22,72 (ideal 20 - 25)

But on my workout skills I seem to be a little in arrears... I want to see again my defined body. My hard muscles all over the upper body and wuff I'm out of dreaming... :-(

It's a hard work, but in the end, the value is it worth!

hard training will come on me in the next five weeks. I'm on this cure and I'll do like 5 times a week training. I have to! I hope, that in the end I'll really get to the goal i want. Similar like the man on the pic! That's my goal! You may pre-check a before and after soon. :-D

This weekend I'll be non-stop on the move! Today this PT (personal training), than go to Fabienne's place. Tomorrow go shopping and tidy up my flat, because in the evening the parents of Fabienne will come to visite me... 8o)))

and oohm... Sunday Florian and Co. will come to me for a movie Hostel2 (or something like that).

Today's motto: The one, who can't recognize the life as luck, didn't think enough about the alternativ

MENTAL DIET

Hallooooooo!


Fabienne and I had in the last days a turbulent time. First my meeting on Monday with my ex and her opinion about my friendship with Fabienne. Than the discussion about defending Naemi on front of Fabienne, by her insertions. Than a conversation between Fabienne and one of her old colleagues of her ex-Hockeyteam. A conversation that has got different clues of suggestiveness (that only can be builed by both sides of the dialogue). All-in-all, there where different points in reciprocity, that made the other think in a bad-view about the situation of the partner.


And as I thought about these past days, I recall something of my past. It's like maybe eight years ago. I've visited a managementcourse and have been challenged in a new kind of thinking. The subject of that day was "positive thinking". The participants of the course where asked to make the fallowing test:

Think positive for 7-days in one row!

That means / here the roulez:

• Can you concentrate for one week, not to have one negative thought?! In your whole life, it's just one week, but can you??? ;-)
• It's not by having no negative thought, but if one comes up, you don't say/speak it!
• You don't hold the negative feeling or thought!
• It's not a "doll-mentality" like to see everything through rose-colored glasses! But be SMART on the situation and handle it postive!
• Look for positive solutions like: "What is good about this?"
• Concentrate on solutions not on problems!
• Be curious and not judgemental. Because if you judge someone else, it may be, that you aren't a fad better. It may be, you judge the other person just because you're in bad mood!
• And at last a hint: If you smile (whimsically / coquettish), you can pass this easier! ;-)

I know by myself I needed like about 4-5 weeks, before I really passed through this bet/game! And I know what the out-come is! Your environment will also change in your presence. The feedback you receive from people outside, will delight you! Person around you will react different. -A sort of more comfortable to you! ;-)

And now -this morning I gave this duty to my GF! And I will also give me on this test. (Just to proof, that it's possible - again!)

Today's motto: Ah, nowadays we are all of us so hard up, that the only pleasant things to pay are compliments.o.w.

Motivated nutzzzz!

Ciao!

Oh my God! Today all seems a little more nerved! I came in the office at 0930 a.m. (quite late, I know) . But that was not the mess, the mess came from my boss. He asked me about the figures and if we're at average. I told him, that we are 'at' not 'over' nor 'below'. Than he told me how important it is, that we can gain some new business out there and we, as team, wouldn't be AT average, we're BELOW! Hello?! >:-o

I could proof (I had to) him, that the difference, the cap between isn't from him, nor from me either. I showed him, that on every single day, in the last three months, I close one deal! And now, all of a sudden it's no longer okay. We have to move on and get into more business...

Than I got a complain, regarding my morality at work. The usual one! "You can't come in after nine and go again before four! That's not professional! Blablablablaaaa!" I tell you! This sucks! Because on every single day I got a target to fulfil. And this target is on a daily base. And what shall I do, if I fulfil already by noon? -I do my closures and leave! Why shall I stay??? If I do more, than I should, I'm not gonna payed! If they pay me, I work from 0900 a.m. till 900 p.m.! But than they should pay me at least CHF 200'000.- a year! And if they do this, I'll bring them more business in. Becuase I can provide myself with strategies that would bring us farther. But I want to get payed.

Oh yeah, some strange person from AXA-Winterthur asked me, if I'm interested to work there. Negative is, it's an insurance. Positive, they can pay me! ;-) But I think the kind of approach from this person (over a party community page) can't be serious! Probabely it's again a 'possibility' of earning as much you want in direct comparison with a Multi-Level-Marketing system. As I can earn 200'000.- p.a. as I builed my own structure and so on...! But I definitely won't go "devil-on-the-doorstep"! And all in all, I'm trained in B2B not B2C. But well, I'll get a look on this as I do proof any offer. -Because you never know, if it could be the offer of your life...

Hope it's not just a waste of time. As you know, there where different companies asking me in the last months. But all the time long, I just got disappointed. This guys just search for a jerk, who makes their jobs..., resp. they couldn't give me that, what I wanted. I want a straight pay-out per year from at least netto 120'000 box! And I want to get a provision or share of turnover for my efforts!

As long no one else comes with such an offer, I stay... I'm happy as it works out the way here. :-)
Today's motto: My experience is that as soon as people are old enough to know better, they don’t know anything at all. O.W.

Girls

Chepas!

Yesterday evening I met my ex-fiancée and an other feminine friend. We talked alot about friendship and such. And once again I recognize, you can't deal with girls, nor without them. ;-)

My ex for example said different times, that she doesn't like the situation she's in right now. Because she got a friend, who is more feminine than she, with other words: he's a pussy - a wimp! ;-)

And to be honest, I asked her, why she doesn't brake-up this tie! She told me, that she told him already different times, that as soon she would find a man, she would fall in love, she would fire him out of flat. And she can't really hold on a new relationship with an other man right now at this time. But it doesn't matter whatever she told him till today. He won't go away, -he stayed and will stay! Why? Well this is the question I asked myself on my way home. I think, that it's not possible to him. He can't brake-up this relationship to her, because it's the only thing he's got! Yeah, think about! If anything this guy ever wanted is a relationship for a long term, and this actual situation in his life showes him, that this way is the only way a guy like him can get such a relationship, than he won't ever let this feeling pass through! Because it's all he knows! Can't compair with earlier cases. It's new and it's all what he's got.

So how can you go on this? If they can't find a new way of common on their relationship, it's fucked up. There's no way, how they can handle together in future! So one of them has to reject and find a new way of connection. But how? I haven't got a solution on this, but one thing I know for granted. If it's no worth, than you better determine as long it's sufferable!

Than we spoke about me and mentioned on the brink Fabienne. These two girls told me, that sometimes they got the feeling that I'd be wisenheimer, who has to tell you in each situation, how it could be better! And we (Fabienne and I) boast with our higher education. Well I can understand them. I got sometimes the feeling, that I'm tomuch focused on how I or we could make a case turn into something positive. And with this feedback I know, that I got to practice on my communication with people.

In fact, an other person thinks this way about me, it won't be helpful. No, it's hindering! I know from my own experience, that if I met such a person in past and this guy wanted to show me something useful. I didn't give the same effort on it, like by an other person, who I found nice! Does this make sense? Think so! And at least I know on what I can practice secundary each day. I don't want to be rejected by other, just because they think the wrong way about me! And what have I to change? It's not that huge or amazing, it's very simple. I just have to change my pitch of the voice and a little on my tongue. (Need other words - include some deadpan)

In the end of today's blog, I want to thank Naemi (and Franca) for their input ;-) And aswell I hope, you can handle your relationship better or finish it!

Today's motto: Better an end with terror than terror without an end

Many impressions from last weekend!

Salli Zäme!

So many things to talk about last weekend. I try once to shorten this in one row: We went to the movie, visited the church and saw a Mercedes SLR (Limited edition).

On Friday my friends came again along to watch some movie. And after one of those DVD's didn't work out, we watched TV. Just bored and hang around without any efforts doing ;)

Saturday was quite different. Through out day we made our duties. We went shopping and doing household. Later I cooked dinner. Unfortunately it didn't come out the way I wanted. I tried to make a fish in the oven. It should have been a baked fish in a withe wine sauce with garlic and herbals. Served with rice an vegis. But this stupid fish didn't like to come the way I supposed. :(

After dinner we went to the movie. We watched pirates of the carribean III. Fact is, that Jonny is like born for this cast (in pirates of the carribean). But on the other hand, the storyboard in the 3th part is ending nowhere. But something else than the movie took my whole attention for a short time. In the cinema was also a roulette table. IN THE CINEMA, they also rip you off now! :D


Sunday, we went to church. Also not that usual are the plenty of people in there. But to explain this, the kiddz-express also was in there at the beginning. So it seemt like there would be more than usual. But look yourself! It looked like a rock-concert ;)
It's such a pity, that our pastor does make so many advertisment all the time for his church. I'm soon really fed-up with that and look already for an other church around my quarter.


Well after the disappointment in church, because in fact, we (I) want to hear a homily and no advertisment in the house of god, we went home to prepair ourself to go side seeing at the lake of Zurich. On the other side, how does a church grow? I think the only honorable and fair way you can grow as a church is by demonstrate the roulez of God in any situation. -So that other humans can look at you (as church) as a paradigm.

It was such a nice weather on Sunday and Fabienne and I decided to go a little by the lake. And as we where the only one with this idea, we had to search a long time to find a parking place. On one parking, we saw a very seldom car.






The Mercedes SLR! It's a WOW-Car! On both pictures you can find my car (Mitsubishi Eclipse) behind the SLR or on front of it. But it doesn't matter from which side you look at the SLR. The EUR 435'000.- dearer sled looks always better. :)





In the evening we visited Simon and discussed again some life-cycle-duties! At home, we watched TV and went to bed... to make it short, 'cause my boss just came in the office and it looks like he wants me to work right now... :)))

Today's motto: Your decision makes always a difference!

cumulative power

Hi Volks

Yesterday I had once again a day-off because of a public holiday. (Corpus Cristi)

But anyhow, at last I had to go for a non-sense meeting with a customer... 8-)

Nevermind, but as I drove there, I came along a street in my city (Zurich) where all over millionaires live. Look for example to this house above! Behind you can see two other houses / villas! It's really amazing and amusing!

After the 15 minutes-meeting, I've been sent home again, 'cause I could handle the estimated problem in a short-term! So I really got pissed-off on my day-off! :-(

I think it's time for me, to make a balance over the last three months. I have to check-on, if I reached my goals. Did I really improve, or did I worsen? I got to check on the fallowing points:

- Family
- Friends
- Sport / Health
- Finance
- Belief
- G'friend
- Job
- external environment

Family: Am I a the "hub" in our family? Am I a good son, g'son, cousin, brother? To be honest, I feel myself distracted in this area. I communicate with my mom and dad on a weekly base, -with my g'mummy once each two weeks and with my bro' quite often. And with my cousins in Switzerland once in while. With my cousins all over the world... maybe once a month...! But in the end, it seems like I should make still more. All told, I fulfil! Check done!

Friends: I'm in connection with most of them, all time long. At least once a day I here one of my friends... And I believe, I'm a good friend to them. -As they are to me! Some guys I couldn't hold on the contact up all the time. Friends I know already long time, I hear also more than the others, I met later. I should write at least more to my colleagues. An email... Over-all, I also fulfil here! Check done!

Sport / Health: I fail straight down! I just go once a week! At least I should go 3 times a week. So what can I do, to handle this? I got to use again a better time-management. In less than two weeks I go on a cure. And therefor I have to use a good planing. I guess the dates, where I can go would be Mo, We, Fr, ...-maybe Sa. - With Fabienne! Check done!

Finance: I fuck' screw-up! I had already two bonuses payed out and I'm still back in shit. I have to go on with more seriousness. I have to associate and learn new strategies. If I won't, I'll get in real big mess! I'll do action on this area ASAP! This weekend! (can't belief yet, that I snafu this way as a diplomate bachelor of business administration) -Check done!

Belief: Oh I think I'm still on the same niveau. I got my opinion, my perspective on what most people name God. -My belief as a christian still held and holds on. On every single day I think about Jesu. Even if it's just one thaught. But it's on a daily base. Check done!

G'friend: Am I the boyfriend, Fabienne wants? I think, yes! Every time we see us, she gives me positive feedback. She's the girl on my side, now and I the man on hers. We are going to share the time comming. So I look forward on this relationship with her. On a mental base, she opened new perspectives I haven't been used in past and I enjoy it. (Like her leverage to me stop smoking)

Job: I'm on a highest ever! I go steady on and on. Every day I work in the office is also a day I make a deal. A deal on my job means, that I can open the doors to other companies. Making appointments with them and doings sales abilities. Aswell I do the marketing strategies, public relations and research. And on every single issue, I rised up my skills and am now significant an other capacity in our company! So I fulfil! Check done!

External environment: I'm open minded to any person around me. There are people comming to me, I've never ever seen before and do ask me for help. I help them in the only way I can: Find the right questions to their situation in life. It's one of my passions! It's a branch I'm really good in. So all in all, I think to my external environment, I'm a person open-minded, fair, resprectable and without any prejudice! I fulfil! Check done!

Six out of eight points I fulfil. Two I messed up and have to handle them ASAP. Finance on a first priority and than sport / health.

You know, what's driving me the most? In the past days, weeks or months my skills seem to drive-up in any area of my life. More and more I got the feeling of real growth. And how could I set this in? By asking myself always and always the same questions. -That's how I improve. After my questions I give action! Giving action is necessary to make changes. And while doing the action after the right questions, I control, if the outcome is what I expect. If the answer is 'no', I have to change my action. And the more I do this, the more I accept, that people who had the most frustrations and changed their strategy again to go on (standing up over and over again) are beyond the persons with the most success.

I also belief, the more you fail and the more you have to stand up and you do this over and over again, the more you'll get successful!

Today's motto: Don't ever give up! Because you don't know, how near you already are to your personal success!

The 6th June turns hard

Salli Zäme! ;)

It's Wednesday and today I probabely stick all day long on an internal professional schooling. Ergo my one-call-one-deal-a-day I already have done this early morning. ;-)

In a way I feel myself like a piece of ****. Yesterday I was over-exciting with snacks & supplies. Also in my sexual intention I was over-doing ;-) And today I received the receipt! But I can't help, in a other way, I feel myself happy...

I know I'll have to break down on this, so I do a full-stop till end of June 07! At least with the supplies. In fact I gonna start a cure in around two weeks and so I can't go on like before. I don't want to destroy my body or health.

So, in less than five minutes, I have to join the schooling :-( But I'm happy with this, so I can relax through-out the whole day, now... :-P

Today's motto: Distinction comes from the right questions to yourself. Find them in any situation of life!

start keeping in motivation!

Helloooo! :)

Today is a day, where I feel myself really powerful. My one-call-one-deal-a-day held on again.

An other case that's trying to get more attention is the carry-on last year. She wrote me again... -I read it this morning. She want's to underline her commitment to her request yesterday.

And what am I gonna do? How can you handle a situation like this? First I weigh down my situation.

I got a girlfriend that loves me and showes me this in any given situation.
She's a woman, that could bring me farther in my life-cycle. She's a girl, that I adore by heart and sanity.





On the other hand, I got a carry-on, that changed her mind regarding her actual situation. A carry-on, that gave me at the time I needed it, the feeling of being used. But terminated this relationship by not being clear on what she wants.
And now she says, that she's clear on mind and does know, she wants me on every price given!

Well I got to focus on what I want. I want not only a girl on my side, that gives me the feeling of being used. I want someone, who also is a team-member on our own created team! Someone, who bolster and supports me in any lifebelongs (likewise in opposite). And in fact I already got this right now. So in this area, I haven't got any problems.

I'll go to write to her! I want to be straight forward. Tell her, it won't work out! And on the other side, I'll give her the offer, if she got a problem and this problem is the only reason for her contact, she may tell me this and I gonna look, if I can help her. So I can hold my standarts and commit myself to a person, that maybe needs help. (If it's a piss take, it won't fulfil, because my roulez wouldn't give her the chance to...)

Yeah, I think, that's the right way, how to handle this, nor?
(If there's anyone out there, with a better solution, feel free to write me a message) ;-)

Today's motto: Help other in a way, you won't need help by your own in return!

passing weekend on weekend

HiU

On Friday my chaps came again along and we battled on PS2 our fortune with Fifa Soccer 2005. One of my favorite games at the moment. But this time, it didn't work out. I was like paralyzed and couldn't figure the joypad. Like a stupid nerv... 8-)

Saturday was quit easy, Fabienne and I visited once again my mum for dinner. She and her new friend Franz sang karaokeeeeeeeee. Fabienne aswell... And I... but just one song...!

Sunday passt away, like a smoke in the air. About noon I brought my babe to the rail-station. She had to go back home and practise on her schoolings. I brought her on the station and drove to Simon... We watched a movie and than I had to leave again, 'cause I had to work! Yes... I had to work... make analyzis for the new benchmarket of our strategy at work :-(

Something bory to tell you...

So finally I went to work this morning and as I got into my office, starting up my PC as I do always, I had an email comming in. An email from a person, I didn't expect at all. It was a note from a carry-on last December '06. She wrote, that she would be clear about her feelings now and she knows, that the only man, that she really can adore and be the man of all dreams would be ME! :-D

It's like 'wow'! Forsaken in December and rebound in June... What shall I say or do? I'm happy with Fabienne. But my manners still tells me to give an action on her letter. I'm not lost, because I'm clear with the one I got and wouldn't do anything, that could compromise the relationship with Fabienne. On the other hand, I want to give my carry-on a respond. Something that gives her a clear hint, that it will all come to nothing and on the other side, tells her to go her own way faithfully.

I tell you, it's really a mess with these girls! Every one! After we brake up, they realize, what they passed by on me and want to come back again. I don't comment this any farther! But to tell you, it's crazy! :-o

So, I have to get on my job. :-D cya next!

Today's motto: Focusing on your goals, makes you resourceful!

New targets to fulfil and what is with Xzibit?

Ciao!

First to be mentioned today, is one of my friends. He met yesterday evening Xzibit! As you can see on the pic, both of them are in good order! :o)


He waited 7hours before Xzibit's concert started on front of the stage! After the concert he waited again about 3hours, before he met him finally. Oli went with three other. As the concert finished, they wanted to go home. Oli asked them: "Are you crazy? You can't go home, when Xzibit is still around here! I'll stay and wait for him. I'll take a pic with him..." Well, those guys fell out of a laughter and told him, it won't be possible. I think you Oli showed them an other! ;-)

Isn't this a perfect example on the one I already preaching? If you belief, that something is possible, and if you rise-up the standart you need in this subject, you can reach anything @ anytime! Oli is a good example. If he would have listened to the others, he never ever would have had the possibility to take a pic with Xzibit. Even more! Xzibit stayed some minutes togehter with him talking! Oli asked him about the change of his commercial sound in youngest past and if it wouldn't be nice to make again 'normal' sound? Xzibit told him, that he's thankful for his input and will toy with his idea. Oli had probabely one of his exciting and best nights ever, because he changed his view! He rised his standarts and his belief. ...and finally was worthwhile!

Tanks, Oli! ;-)

Now, to come on my job...

I just had a meeting with my boss. He told me, that regarding to my skills, he can't tell me anything negative. But he told me, I skate on thin ice. He said, as long I'm fulfilling my targets, no-one ever can tell me anything, but if I risk just one mistake, there will be others pointing on me... :-(

Especially he meant my kind of morale at work. He told me, I take tomuch liberties. "You can't work just starting at 9am till 12.30pm and after lunch you visite a customer, where as soon you finished with him just go home. -That's not professional!!"
Boss, you're right... Lucky me, I fulfil the targets... :-)))

What I'm thankful about, is he showed me finally also how he's expecting me to manage my job. Showed me tools and approaches, that will help me to do my job in a better way. Do it more easy... (So I got a better time-management, where I have got more leisure in the end) :-D

I'm in good shape for weekend. Today I'll go to the gym with Fabienne. Every first Friday in month I can go to my gym with one guest. Terrific, no? And today is exactly this Friday. Later on and this weekend, my plans are working for my office. I have to. I need to be update with what is happening in my department. (As it's the department where I'm responsible for) All other things have to be set back in priority. :-(

Today's motto: The force of belief can move mountains. You have to channel it into the right directions!